I promise.

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

When it finally hits you, it hits you like a truck going 80 miles an hour. The feeling is undeniable, it is unavoidable, and it is overwhelming. What everyone has been telling you, what everyone has been hinting to, well you finally see it clear as daylight. You want to believe this is not true. You want to see something that isn’t there, you want to see the love that used to be there. But that love took new form awhile ago. You can tell me one thing, but your actions scream so many other things. 

You used to make me feel confident, you used to make things better, you used to fuel my passion for things…

BUT NOW? you make my insecurities come out, i feel unworthy, I’m not good enough, and I’m too distracted in attempting to make you love me, to focus on MY goals.

I have much bigger things to accomplish. 

I am not ruling you out of my life, I’ll still be here when you begin to miss me, I just have to do me, like you are doing you. 

Fuck your shit. Nothing is ever good enough.